Icebergs in the Sky

Icebergs in the sky catch my eye.
Floating and waiting, holding a lie.
The stillness of the air, deeply I sigh.
Shrinking, melting, I wonder why.

The hue reveals the truth.
I think about needing less proof.
The configuration is confusing so I climb to the roof.
Higher I sit above the ground, I am a sleuth.

It is inevitable, their disappearance like Houdini.
Magic and foolery I suppose, wiggly like linguini.
Tiny tricks and silent blips, much like a genie.
Up here it is not too cold, it’s even slightly steamy.

The birds sit across from me and we chat.
They tell me facts and funny, so I put on a new hat.
The cackle and laughter a joyful moment at that.
Looking below now, it feels nice sitting here alone, but I miss my cat.

The whisper of today gives me away.
The trees, the sky, the breeze, the sun and its single ray,
shines brightly through my skin, onto my hair, which is now turning a little bit gray.
To love the sight below, above and beside me is to know how to leave and when to play.

Nourishment from solitude replenishes all hunger.
I wonder if I sat here all night, would I hear thunder?
Would I see lightning shoot across the sky, I wonder.
How long until my cozy spot here up high forces me under.

There is nothing to do, nothing to say, nothing to hear.
Except to see outside and see inside through my soul so dear.
The light is less now, I must climb down off this perch and quash the fear.
But sitting here in silence, I see the icebergs have disappeared.

Deep breath in, I close my eyes and remember your face.
The lines the way they were, your eyes the way they are, your hair the way it holds such grace.
The sight of you inside my mind, the delicate features of your heart, I don’t need to chase.
Because here you are, staring at me, smiling and enjoying this beautiful, lovely little place.

Let Me Love

Maybe we fall in love because we are supposed to break and have destroyed the person we used to be. Maybe we ought to run towards love precisely because, it might destroy us. And not just run towards love for the ordinary reasons of wanting to feel seen, appreciated, desired and cared for. Maybe we are supposed to throw our hearts out there as often as possible when opportunity arises instead of running from love and protecting our hearts. There is a far greater purpose in love than we ever realized I think, and we can’t reach this transformative realization until a period of complete destructive emotional collapse occurs.

Maybe the very nature of having loved is the process to enlightenment, growth, and the shedding of a layer that wasn’t supposed to be there forever.

The lessons, the difficulties, a wreckage of a part of ourselves that needed to be dismantled for good. Never to be the same person again, except now, that person today…an exponentially higher, stronger and more beautiful and powerful person than ever before.

The gifts of love and of loss, a personal gift to our sense of self that is completely aligned with our evolution. And even if the Universe could prevent it, it still would ensure your heart experienced the amount of demolition necessary in order to be reborn into the shining star that’s been there all along but just hadn’t yet reached that level of break in order to achieve the ultimate break-through.

Maybe being a love addict isn’t that bad. We are addicted for a reason, and that reason is always taking us closer to ourselves, raising our vibration so we radiate more and more within and outwards, so when people see us, meet us, hear us, touch us, they receive the love that is in ever abundance within us, that we carry always.

If someone is starved for love, I truly believe that eventually, the Universe will send them a special soul who has so much love, extra love to spare, so that that person’s empty and dry cup is finally able to be replenished.

Love is always the answer. Radical, messy, patient, unconditional love. No matter who you love, why you love, how you love, where you love, the purpose is just to…do it.

We are here to love and that’s it. Not to achieve, not to impress, not to harm, not to graduate with honours, not to win the most games, not to perform or to please, not to buy or sell the most stuff, not to show off, not to follow the leader, not to land the dismount, not to change what we look like, not to shoot for fame, not to climb the ladder, not to see the world.

The world is here to see us. To see us give love, receive love, to be destroyed and resurrected by love, and to never stop.

What Are You Looking For?

What are you looking for?
Something to eat, something to wear, something to share?
What are you looking for?
Something to tell, something to sell, something to yell?

What are you looking for?
A change of season, a change of reason, a change of breathin’?
What are you looking for?
A bigger shirt, a bigger house, a bigger spouse?

What are you looking for?
More of this, more of that, a few more hats?
What are you looking for?
Something easy, something pleasy, something sleazy?

What are you looking for?
A conversation, a contemplation, a consecration?
What are you looking for?
An answer, a solution, a truth?

What are you looking for?
The next best thing, the last worst day, a fruitful array?
What are you looking for?
More time, more shine, more lime?

What are you looking for?
Less and less and less?
What are you looking for?
More and more and more?

What are you looking for?
Answers in wrong places, people with rude faces, shoes with no laces?
What are you looking for?
Scented moments, euphoric passion, exciting teasers?

What are you looking for?
A cheap deal, stuff on sale, bargains galore?
What are you looking for?
Higher stakes, risky breaks, too many takes?

What are you looking for?
Someone to laugh with, someone to latch with, someone to last with?
What are you looking for?
A quiet night, a beautiful sight, a dimming light?

What are you looking for?
A fresh start, a new heart, a lemon tart?
What are you looking for?
A replacement, a renovated basement, a defacement?

What are you looking for?
A cooler temperature, a more perfect day, a whole new way?
What are you looking for?
A flower, a tree, a shopping spree?

What are you looking for?
Recognition, admiration, validation?
What are you looking for?
Kindness, softness, someone to help sweep the floor?

What are you looking for?
A few more dimes, a few less chimes, a few more signs?
What are you looking for?
To stop the flow, to halt the horse, to make it snow?

What are you looking for?